This past weekend I found myself doing the one thing no one wants to do while living in a city; Moving. But what terrified me more than how much it was going to cost, carrying boxes in insane humidity (j/k! I didn’t carry shit) or saying goodbye to the only apartment I had ever known in my three years of living in the city, was the sheer terrifying fact that I was going to be without Internet until Tuesday (I would go to the library for work obvi so it wouldn’t be a complete break).
That meant I had five days in my new apartment of living life circa ’93, five days of not being plugged into my job 24/7, five days of not tweeting, messaging or Googling. How was I going to do it? I had this image of my roommate and I wearing bonnets for some reason and recreating a scene from Little House On The Prairie . Would we have to get water from a well and kill a goat on Avenue C for dinner? Without internet, does life revert back to the colonial era?
So yeah, I’m addicted to the internet. Shocker. It’s where I live, work, and oftentimes masturbate. To ensure that I don’t get completely lost in it though, I refuse to own a Smartphone. Instead, I’ve used a Zack Morris cell phone that’s sold at Radio Shack for ten dollars. It has no internet capabilities. Sometimes it doesn’t even turn on but what it does do is give me a much-needed respite from the Internet.
Even though I’ve exemplified some self-control with the world wide web, this five day abstinence was going to put me to the test. Luckily, the first day I spent without it actually ended up being pretty okay. It took practically the whole day for my roommate and I to get our stuff moved in so by the time I could even think about logging online, I passed out.
I dreaded the second day though. There would be no distractions this time. It would just be me, myself, and I. When I woke up, I just laid in bed while looking longingly at my computer screen. After sulking for about ten minutes, I finally started to read the new Chelsea Handler book I had been meaning to finish.
When I was done with that though, I became very disoriented and began to eat half a box of Wheat Thins in a post-post-modern fugue. When you don’t have the Internet, your body becomes fatigued for no reason (perhaps a symptom of withdrawl) and you just begin to eat. A lot.
I spent the day alternating between my bed and my couch. I consumed an obscene amount of food and read two books. Shockingly, it was still only 6:00 p.m. That’s when I became desperate and decided to just get super high as a way to pass the time. Fact: If you’re stoned, you won’t care if there is no Internet. You’ll be content swimming in a sea of fuzz with The Jesus & Mary Chain watching the ceiling move. The Internet not existing is really NBD. After spending my evening hours stoned out of my mind, I went to bed and slept for eleven hours. If you’re not keeping track, here are the stats:
Day Two Without Internet
On Sunday, I woke up feeling super refreshed. I was actually relieved to be away from the Internet and dreaded meeting my boss later for a meeting because it meant that I would have to go online. It felt like I was going back to my drug dealer when all I wanted to do was stay clean! It had been two days. Why break my sobriety now? Unfortunately, my sense of duty prevailed over my newfound Luddite tendencies so I went to my boss’ apartment and went online to do some work stuff.
Oh. My. God.
F.Y.I.: If you take a two day break from the Internet when your job revolves around the Internet, you will have an insane amount of e-mails waiting for you. I had accumulated 60 in just 48 hours. What? Who were these people and what did they want from me?! LEAVE ME ALONE DAMMIT! When I looked at my Gmail, panic rushed over me and I closed my computer. After I took some deep breaths and visualized someone